HummingbirdIf a hummingbird stops its wingsIt will fall lifeless to the floorAnd I know if I stop runningThe same fate it will comeBreaking down my doorCause I know theres someone out thereWho would kill me in a secondIf only presented with,The right circumstancesAnd I see him in my rearviewHes a symphony of lightsHes gonna spill my gutsCause hes drop dead gorgeousAnd when he sings my heart outIts to die forCause I know theres someone out thereWho would kill me in a secondIf only presented with,The right circumstancesSweat blinds me as I pull overAnd my wings they start to flutterAnd hes walking up behind meAnd he is fingering the triggerWell Im gonna spill my gutsCause hes drop dead gorgeousAnd when he sings my heart outIts gonna blow my mindHe stands outside my windowHe looks from side to sideHe shows me his revolverPoints the gun insideI slide my hand inside the dashboardFeel the cold hard bite of metal
Acceptance Admittance Patient: He has a drifter look, messy hair, plaid shirt and cords. Young but talks like he has had years of experiences. He plays with a coin, flipping it through his fingers. During the play he gets increasingly calmer and more comfortable. Never stops his smug and knowing smile. Interrupts himself a lot. He is fidgety but in a comfortable and composed way. Psychiatrist: Boring, clean shaven, hair combed back. He wears a white doctors coat. Intelligent enough in a traditional sense, he cant keep eye contact with the patient. Speaks in a monotone voice until the end of the play. Patient is on one side of a table. He is picking at his nails and leaning back in his chair, looking around uninterestedly at the Psychiatrists office. Psych enters and sits down never looking at the patient; he opens a folder and reads over it. &
Monologue Im tired of being mind fucked everywhere I go. School is bullshit they mindfuck you with textbooks about what didnt happen in places that I will never go. At home Im mindfucked by that tube that sits at the end of my bed taunting me all day. Dont do work, dont interact with reality, stay in bed and blow up fucking aliens all day. Its like the whole world is set up to mindfuck you and if you want to get away from it. they tell you to go to church (the biggest mindfuck of all) or to go live in a cave in the Himalayas with the fucking Dali Llama. All anyone does is tell me what I can and cannot do: Buy this, throw that away, dont have sex, dont take drugs unless the doctor prescribes them, then fucking have pills for breakfast lunch and dinner for all they care. Its all a great big mindfuck man. You know my dad always bugs me hey why cant you just be normal like your brother haha what the fuck is normal? H
Devils GrinVivianBlood rolls down her tongue againLands upon the floor and thenShe knows that she has reached her endBenjaminYou know that youve just killed your kinYou have no remorse for your sinOn your face you wear the devils grinWedding dayThe words you said now thrown awayHer body lies soon to decayNow you must make your merry wayFirst time you metAcross the bar you saw her silhouetteYou offered her a cigaretteFrom that day forth you had her in your netBenjaminMarried nine years almost tenYou loved to listen to her violinWhat made you commit this sin?Its quite simple really.The fucking check cleared.
Birds and beesI am put on a conveyer belt. I am packaged. I am shipped. I am unloaded along with 20 of my brothers. I hang there as one by one my brothers disappear. I am bought. I am hastily rolled on and inserted. I am done. I have a simple job. I maintain freedom by prevent life and love. I screw up on the job. I am found out two weeks later.